Photography Artist

I had a dream. I was watching a video of him on my phone. The video focused on him, and the people around him were talking about him and his photos. The attire of the people and the luxurious environment showed he was living an affluent life. Watching the video, I thought about how much I missed him. Even though it saddened me to see him like this, my heart fluttered in a strange way. I couldn't hide the smile on my lips while watching him. I tried to blink away the tears that were starting to fill my eyes. Even though it was just a dream... Even though I knew I was dreaming... I was happy to be in such a sweet fantasy. I didn't want to wake up from this dream for a long time. No matter how far apart we were, I could still see him. Even if he wasn't aware of me, I was still extremely happy. My heart ached. Even though I had found him after all these years, why could I only watch from here? Why did it have to be this way, even though I had waited for him for so long? Why had life been so cruel to me? Life had given me him, let me experience beautiful days, and then played games to take him away. I would wander around him for a long time, trying to find meaning in my otherwise meaningless life. I would grow up learning what it meant to live through his radiant smile. Even though it was just a dream... Knowing this, my heart twisted in pain. My heart was being wrecked by his beauty.