Bölüm 1

Consecutive nights, i dive into the pacific ocean and visit a house in the dephts of my despair out of the blue, my eyes begin to close as my mind drifts away i slip from consicous thoughts into a dream world without delay.There is a mess. The blue door of the house is wide open and constantly pulls my being non-stop. How could i describe it... Self confinement in the darkness of ignorance... the blue hole of the infinite silence..? i wonder what a monster have i created... what a boringly specialized world, where my reflection does not interest anyone, does not fascinate. Thing is, i can not orchestrate the volume of multiple inputs and negative thoughts within me i am sinking awkwardly into my exuberant loneliness you once made a promise that you'd look for me in the dark.Truth is that one day you visited this house and went through the blue door eventually. I already knew all shades of blue, but then you came and recommended me another, something deeper and seductively gloomy. You hugged me so that i would not be afraid... And your promise was kept.